oi oi here i am again trying to update my dusty blog.... 

i think i really need to write again after a long long i don't know how long I've been gone ...

i feel like i getting lost ..lost interest in many thing ...i feel i have been neglecting many many things include taking care of my body ...

This is a long heavy journey both for me and hubby to be honest !

and finally God answering my prayer ,now i have the "space" and time to really rest and relax and i hope many things i can share here ...i cant wait to start September :)